28th
Facing Fears
I don’t know why, but I’ve always been afraid to go swimming alone. I love being in the water, but just the thought of not having anyone I know near me scares the bejeezus out of me. Maybe it’s something that happened when I was little that I can’t remember, or maybe something happened in a past life that traumatized me. I have no clue. I know how to swim, so it isn’t that either. All I know is that today, at this very moment, I am going to face that fear.
Brian and I have been working out and then jumping in the pool afterward. It’s very refreshing. He’s at work, and I just got done working out. I want to complete the ritual of jumping in the pool. Also because it’s effing hot outside.
So I’m writing this post in case you never hear from me again. Which I’m sure you will, because it probably won’t be as bad as I think. Right?
